MyLifeisAverageStill

She wanted to be fierce She wanted to be strong She wanted to be loved And almost never wrong She wanted the world To see her for who she was She wanted someone to care Not out of duty but just because But the world didn't want her And she just didn't see That the world wanted her gone Didn't want her to be Some people tried to help They tried and tried to care They told the little girl That they'd always be there But she couldn't be fixed with words The little girl who still felt small She wore her leather jacket Just to pretend she was tall The jacket was her shield Her last defense to the sky It shielded her heart It shielded her cry

If you like her, I guess that's okay She's prettier than me in every way But a stolen kiss here and a stolen kiss there And hands running down my not-as-dark hair But she won't be left and she'll hold on tight Until she decides that you're just not right But how can I betray the one person who cares Who loves me enough to say that she's there But a stolen kiss here and a stolen kiss there My hands running through your perfect curled hair I've broken it once, and I've broken it twice It can't be my fault that you taste so nice. Because we're together, she and I never have talks And in the school hallways, it me that she mocks For I've done the

One day a little girl walked out her front door Always forgotten, but not anymore She just couldn't live the way she was living before Trapped in a world, outcast and ignored But one day she walked out her front door, a little girl forgotten and always ignored. Nobody cared and nobody cried When the news came that the little girl died Her mother buried her, a blank look on her face As she fingered the dress, all covered with lace She didn't really care, that much was true But she wanted to know who? Who'd do the chores the little girl once did? All smiling and happy, that was her kid At least, that's all she cared to see For t

She's the master, the master of disguise And no one can see the terror in her eyes, the screams she cries or the fear she hides She's dragged around like a ragged limp doll Just waiting and waiting for the day she'll fall Farther and farther down the pit of despair And past the point of no repair And she'll land with a hurting, mind-shattering crack Just praying and praying for the strength to go back. Back to the world where everyone lies Back to the place where she hurts inside Back to the point where it all began The pain, the fall and then the land And she'll beg and plead and finally cry For the cycle that will never be brok

I'd give it all in a heartbeat A heartbeat just for you If I lose the world forever And had everything to lose Yet I'd do it in a heartbeat A heartbeat just for you If only you knew How easily you'd have me A snap! Just that And I'd let it be If only you knew How easily you'd have me And I'll forget the world I thought I knew And let it all go While everything is lost to me And nothing left is true I'll forget the world I thought I knew But I swear I'll never forget you

"You are Lily," He says. "But I'm not!" I protest. "You are," He insists. Hands on my lips He takes me away To the cellar, he says, a cellar to play Others greet me, faces so silly Saying, "You must be her; you must be Lily." "No!" I scream. "Summer is my name!" "Shh," They warn. "To him, it's a game." "He's distured, trauma," They say. "His mother was cruel back in his day." "For now we wait until he decides to play." And stay locked in the cellar, hidden away.

Love, if you cannot stand the weight, will crush you down and turn to hate.

Kissed you under the pouring rain Bourne your sorrows and drowned your pain Told you how often I thought about you But then again, I'm sure you knew It was fun for a while but we drifted apart Loving you took all of my heart My heart screamed and begged you to stay But I stayed silent and you walked away People kept me aloft and its them I must repay But just for you, I have something to say: I would have loved you with all of my soul But you tore me down and left no room to grow

First I wanted a bike Some skates and a book Then I wanted to be cool, like "Off the hook" I wanted skinnies and maybe some snow Then I wanted flat shoes, the ones with flat soles Just for myself so that I could know That my heart had a patch over the holes I wanted so bad to fit in and to be I guess I was just bored with nothing to do Shallowly blind, too blinded to see All I really wanted was you

I Miss That Smile The day he told you I Miss That Smile It disappeared I Miss Your Laughter It went away I Miss Your Laughter The teasing games I Miss Your Jokes They made me happy I Miss Your Jokes But now you're unhappy I Miss The Way You Used to Be The life, the games, the memories I helped you through it And now you're all lit I really wish it just was denial But the truth is: I missed your smile